things on my head at 1am in the morning

its ramadhan already, and i already decide to not open my blog and fb account along this month,because its kind a busy month. But i cant sleep tonight so i decide to write. Two days before Ramadhan started,i have chance to talk with 'the man'. The conclution from the conversation is, i like him more! I like to hear him,i like the way he speak, i like the way he laught. And the most important thing is i like things that come out from his mouth. Ah,such a good person. The question is,am i good enough? Another good thing that happened is he gave me Islamic books. Sweet,right? Im so happy! But im afraid i missunderstand about this. So,i really need to control my head,to not expect anything.