i feel good

i have special feeling for a man that seem not having same feeling with me. Frans,already close to a man,but the relationship seem didnt work well. So,we kind of in same situation. On our conversation,frans asked me,'what will you do next? Forgeting him and search for somebody else or just waiting for him?'. That question makes me think. Well,ill not try to forget him. Why should i? First,its not easy to forget a person that you really like. Second,i feel happy with this crush feeling,eventough he not feel the same way. And i dont care if people think that im patethic. So,ill not try to forget him,but ill not wait for him too. Waiting is another word for expecting. And i dont want to have any expectation. Ill be dissapoint if i expect something and not become true. So,the answer of frans question is,'nothing'. Ill do nothing. I just enjoy this situation. And insya Allah i accept everything that will happen next. Maybe ill meet somebody else,maybe he'll answer my feeling for him,maybe he'll be stuck on my head for a long time, or whatever. I dont know. But today,i just enjoy my feeling for him :D