As i being 22,i got a conclution that i still life in delution. I have many concept about person in my life and i believe that my concept is true. But how do i know that its true? Below are some of my delution:
1.i guess my old friend hate me. The truth: i dont know. Maybe she just feel awkward to meet me again
2.i guess my ex still care with me. The truth : i dont know. He never call me
3.i guess some of my friend is conceited,or annoy.the truth: i dont know. Maybe they have bad day.
And many more. But this example really show me that i really2 need to stop guessing. It hurt myself. Because of my bad guessing to another, i did stupid thing to some people. Because of my exagerate good guessing, i feel happy for unreal thing,and because of that i also did a stupid thing. Maybe i guess to defense myself from being hurted. But my guess is hurt more. And its stupid to act based on delution. Life is just happens. And ill react to thing that really happen to my life. Not because of my guessing.
