Lets talk about love

So i fall in love with somebody. But i guess we just not mean to be together. I think maybe he care with me. But yesterday i realise that is not in romantic way,like i always imagine. Of course he isnt,because he already on relationship, since i know him. But i let my dream losting me. Why women are silly when they fall in love? I can do nothing about it. Yeah, he kind of perfect person in my mind,but the truth,i dont know much about him. Yes,we have some fun conversation. And thats enough.i should stop hurting myself,by thingking that i need more. Be grateful for this non-romantic relationship with him. Because its the only thing that i need.