Behind healty body there a strong mind

Somedays ago i got fever. Sick people have weak mind. When i'm on my bed i think,how good it would be if darbi is here. I remember when i got chickenpox last year and he push me to drink awfull thing made from coconut plus egg,because he care. And i think that sweet. Laid on his shoulder,and feel loved. To be honest,i never miss him,since we broke up. So,i make conclution im not miss him,im only miss his attention. So,everybody need to be loved,right? But i dont want to be in relationship just because a man love me. I should love him back. So,yesterday i push myself to stand up,and buy medicine by myself. Today,i feel healtier and darbi just dissapear from my mind.